Professor X and I were dating for a month and a half. But somehow, he has personal problems for which I think he won’t be able to solve them if I’m around. I dropped the bomb yesterday. Of course, I got the expected reaction from him. I don’t want to do this but I think it’s for the best.

I cried the whole night. I kept on thinking if I did the right decision or not. I don’t want to lose him. Yet, I don’t want him to suffer more because of me. I don’t know if I should take my decision back and continue what we had for a month and a half. I won’t forget every moment I had with him.

Am I stupid enough to drop out from Professor X’s class? I almost had something and I let it go. Damn.

A Night With No Inhibitions!
Express… Inspire… Believe…

Music by Bam Del Valle
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Club Government
7840 Makati Ave., Makati City

Kokun Presents…
The Premier Performance of Miss EEEmanzipate!

I’m one of her backup dancers! Do you have any idea who she really is in real life? Haha!

Enjoy!

I was using Motorola RAZR V3x for just 5 months, and died couple of weeks ago. What a short mobile life span. Sigh.

Anyway, I got another RAZR… the Motorola RAZR Maxx V6! Almost the same as my old one, but better. I’m loving it!

If you want a stylish clamshell with 3G, a good camera and various features - Motorola RAZR maxx V6 is your best choice. You can also consider the Samsung Z560, those two are really similar. In our team’s opinion, the Motorola is slightly better in almost all aspects and it surely deserves the praises. At first we were skeptic as some of the recent Motorola phones we reviewed were disappointing and we didn’t expected much from RAZR maxx V6, but it turned out great and we can surely advise anyone who wants a HSDPA clamshell to go straight ahead and get one of those beauties. (gsmarena.com)

Last tuesday, Professor X went to my place to chill out for few hours. He is a good conversationalist, didn’t have a hard time reaching out to him. For just a short time, we were able to share some stories of our lives.

Professor X is working in call center here in Makati and will be teaching part-time this coming semester in one of universities along U-Belt. He lives in the land of Nuestra Señora De La Paz Y Buen Viaje (Our Lady of Peace and Good Voyage), my patroness.

When he left my place and went home, I just smiled and said to myself that this person won’t be just a come-and-go guy into my life, he can be a close friend or a potential partner.

And last night, Professor X didn’t just hang out at my place for few hours, but he stayed and slept beside me. And I must admit, I really enjoyed being with him all night.

I am being mutated by Professor X. I’m turning to be a non-pro-single guy. Will he be the next person to keep my heart after six months? Well, let’s see. I just hope this will move forward and grow more.

Enough with those words like nakakaloka, nakakainis, nakakairita, nakakabwisit, nakakalurky!

The newest expression coined by my friend Lowe:
NAKAKAGALET. v. expression. act of being angry but in a jocular manner.

Kagalet! Whahahaha!

I AM
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JAZZTake the Transformers Quiz

I had this weird dream yesterday morning…

I bought this magical paperweight. When you hold it, it will show your personal details like name, strength meter, height, weight, current job, status, and many others. And surprisingly, it was telling me that I’m “TAKEN” but I’m currently single. I finally woke up.

I tried to analyze my dream and it was Bear Cuddler who came first into my mind. I didn’t know I’m still carrying that baggage after 5 months of being single. I’m still not over him. Damn.

Movie Review

Last Saturday, I went to Government with my SD Family since Dada Neb will be out of the country for two weeks. We’ve witnessed the Men of Government Grand Finals. The guy who got the crown is really deserving for me, though he’s not my personal choice.

I decided to hit the dancefloor. Then I received a message from a textmate which I haven’t meet yet, informing me that he was actually behind me. I looked back and saw this cute guy. Let’s call him Green Goblin. He started to rub his chest on my back as we dance, his hands on my waist and holding hands. Then we went upstairs and introduced him to my circle. I never thought that we also have common friends. And around 5:30am, I asked him if he come with me at my place. At first, he was hesitant since he needs to walk his dog around the park or else, that dog will crash their door. But then, he finally agreed. Of course, it happened. We had this conversation after that…

Me: I’m happy being with you now…
Green Goblin: That’s dangerous. Don’t fall for me.
Me: No, that’s not what I meant. I mean I’m happy because you chose to come here with me instead of going home and walk your dog.

He’s right. I think it’s really possible for me to fall for him. But then, it’s good that he’s honest enough to tell it straight to my face that he can’t commit. Well, the only option is for us to stay as friends with benefits.

But overall, I enjoyed every moment with Green Goblin that night.