Last Saturday, I went to Government with my SD Family since Dada Neb will be out of the country for two weeks. We’ve witnessed the Men of Government Grand Finals. The guy who got the crown is really deserving for me, though he’s not my personal choice.

I decided to hit the dancefloor. Then I received a message from a textmate which I haven’t meet yet, informing me that he was actually behind me. I looked back and saw this cute guy. Let’s call him Green Goblin. He started to rub his chest on my back as we dance, his hands on my waist and holding hands. Then we went upstairs and introduced him to my circle. I never thought that we also have common friends. And around 5:30am, I asked him if he come with me at my place. At first, he was hesitant since he needs to walk his dog around the park or else, that dog will crash their door. But then, he finally agreed. Of course, it happened. We had this conversation after that…

Me: I’m happy being with you now…
Green Goblin: That’s dangerous. Don’t fall for me.
Me: No, that’s not what I meant. I mean I’m happy because you chose to come here with me instead of going home and walk your dog.

He’s right. I think it’s really possible for me to fall for him. But then, it’s good that he’s honest enough to tell it straight to my face that he can’t commit. Well, the only option is for us to stay as friends with benefits.

But overall, I enjoyed every moment with Green Goblin that night.

Acoustic Guy and I went out of tune due to issues which I don’t want to expound. I sent him a text message yesterday morning asking him if we could be just friends and no more pet names. I know this is sad for the both of us, yet I don’t want to pursue a new relationship for which lack of trust and inequality will make us suffer. We were both trying, but we’ve tried not enough. For the record, we were just an item, but not a couple.

I don’t know where I am now. Should I be happy because I have my absolute freedom again? Or should I be weeping that a might-have-been relationship was put to waste?

Oh well…

Couple of months ago, Harry Potter, one of my online friends, invited me to a Yahoo Messenger Conference with Acoustic Guy and Vanity Guy. I had a hard time catching up with what they were talking about since I was at work and chatting is definitely a taboo. Anyway, Acoustic Guy added me to his messenger list, so did I. Since then, we chat whenever we both go online.

There were a number of attempts for us to meet, but either one of us can’t make it. Maybe because of our geographical location. I live in Makati, and he lives in the farthest part of Quezon City. But then, we both decided to finally see each other last three weeks ago at Greenbelt 3. I find him cute… good fashion taste, stylish hair, and he knows how to carry himself. Actually, he has the resemblance of an ABS-CBN Talent Actor Joseph Bitangcol, for me at least. We pigged out at Kitchen then chilled out at Starbucks.

He sings well. I went to his gig the next day in Malate and checked him out. I was able to meet his band mates and some of his friends. Though I can’t be with him that whole night, I really enjoyed it. Everyone knows that I’m not much into any kind of music expect House. But after attending his gig, I think I’ll include Acoustic Genre to my list. Hehe.

Will he be the one who can bring back my old self? Let’s see.

I met this Beachbum Guy in Puerto Galera with his friend Smart-looking Guy last April. Apparently, I became Beachbum Guy’s nurse during that night. He was so drunk and threw up many times. Hehe.

Two weeks after, I met this Dog Tag Guy through my old friend Spinner Guy. And surprisingly, Beachbum Guy met Dog Tag Guy through his friend Smart-looking Guy two weeks after I met Dog Tag Guy.

But wait, there’s more. I met this Acoustic Guy in Greenbelt 3 last Sunday through an online friend Harry Potter, only to know that Acoustic Guy and Smart-looking Guy crossed their paths a couple of months ago. I went to Acoustic Guy’s set last night and didn’t have the chance to get any sleep yet.

I just realized how small our world can be that we can draw circles around it and link those broken chains.