After two weeks of being single, I jumped (too soon?) into a relationship with this new guy. Jay. So who is he? He was actually my friend’s date a few months back. It didn’t work out for them, though. He’s working as a software developer in a call center and is 3 months younger than I am.

Two weeks within the relationship, I realized that we are not on the same page, nor do we have the same wavelength. It’s all too soon that I didn’t even had a chance to write something about him in here. I ended it last night. Sigh.

How long should I still wait for my Mr. Right?

I don’t wanna be forever blue. I just don’t…

Forever Blue
Jed Madela
 

Used to like the sound of the rain
And feel your arms around me
Together we go insane,
But I wake up to where I should be
I’ve longed for the wind,
They touch me through my feelings
And you’ll never know till they begin,
What you want is really what it means

Don’t wanna be forever blue
‘Cause I deserve some love that’s true
Finding it the hard way
And wishing for it everyday
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
‘Cause I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid
To be forever blue

Gonna find some other girl for me
This time it will be just like the wind
Coming at the time it must be
And blowing to where I should be
I’ve longed for the wind,
They touch me through my feelings
And you’ll never know till they begin,
What you want is really what it means

Don’t wanna be forever blue
‘Cause I deserve some love that’s true
Finding it the hard way
And wishing for it everyday
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
‘Cause I’m afraid, I’m afraid, yeah, I’m afraid
To be forever blue

Don’t wanna be alone
I need someone to hold on to
And share my dreams with a love
A love that’s always true

Don’t wanna be forever blue
‘Cause I deserve some love that’s true
Finding it the hard way
And wishing for it everyday
I guess I was wrong to want you, yeah
‘Cause I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid
To be forever blue

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6 Comments to “ I Don’t Wanna Be Forever Blue ”

  1. just have fun first of being single… and wait patiently for the right guy to come. =)

  2. arnold

    Dont look for Mr. Right, im afraid you might not find one. Just wait for the person whom you can stand and stay with,no matter what and of course,vice versa.

  3. A friend of mine also experienced something like this — I think he called it rebound relationship — and what it sometimes turn into is not a pretty picture at all… *sigh*

  4. Arn

    kainis, i have to repeat whatever it is i have typed a while ago as there was an error requiring me an email..hmp…

    Hi, Glenn. I dont think the breakup can be attributed to “rebound” thing. The issue has nothing to do with Mart’s previous relationship nor state.From what I know, its about character and how things/perception/view are taken and dealt. I guess if there’s none,things could have worked between them….Time and timing nowadays can never be used a measurement of a relationship…wait..copy ko muna to just in case mag error….

  5. Arn

    we should all be aware of how things are with the other side (partner). For sure, they wont tell the ENTIRE things on your face…there will be signs, if youre in love,you tend to ignore it, denial, hoping things will get better……we should love ourselves more….if our partner do otherwise, we have no choice, we have no control over them….we can only influence them but to that extent only…its only to ourselves who we have control..so do things for yourself, make yourself more lovable…and he’s sorry…belat na lang…hehehehehe

  6. eon

    love… love… will come your way. =)

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