“Homophobia is a social disease.”

It’s time… time to end this long distance relationship with Rodney. It’s not easy, but I have to do it. Our goal isn’t getting anywhere, and I don’t wanna spend my life just waiting for him in vain. I don’t wanna compete with his dreams. I want a partner that I can touch, hug, and kiss. I can’t imagine having an invicible partner for a year or so. Sometimes love just ain’t enough.

Rodney, thanks for staying with me for 14 months. Take care of yourself there in Dubai. See you soon.

Sometimes Love Just Aint Enough
Patti Smyth & Don Henley

Now, I don’t want to lose you, but I don’t want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don’t want to hate you,
I don’t want to take you, but I don’t want to be the one to cry.

And that don’t really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you, I don’t want to blame you.
Baby, you don’t have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something’s gonna change.

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

And there’s no way home, when it’s late at night and you’re all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there’s a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it’s sad when you know it’s your heart they can’t touch.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain’t enough.

Baby, sometimes, love… it just ain’t enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.

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4 Comments to “ Sometimes Love Just Ain’t Enough ”

  1. arnold

    oh well, nalulungkot ako sa totoo lang kasi fan nyo ako since nasubaybayan ko ang love story nyo. Naging saksi ako from galera till dubai. Nung marinig ko plans pa lang nyo, good luck lang ang nasabi ko, nung mabalitaan ko na aalis na si rodney, na excite ako, nung nabalitaan ko na nandun na si rodney at nagtitipid na kayo as paghahanda sa pagsunod ni martin, bumilib lalo ako…pero nag iba ang mga takbo ng pangyayari…..noon early days na nasa dubai na at mla naman si mart, though you guys are apart, i still see that you are one, coz u have one objective, nakikita ko sa mga activity at pinag gagagawa ni mart na all for that day na magkasama ulit , then si rodney, madami plans at preparation na ginagawa pra sa pagdating ni martin.but now, it seemed na iba na nga…you live lives separately already. Martin has lost weight and is now truly sexy to the point na nakapag sleveless na, i must say, mas bumata at naging good looking, si rodney, from his blogs eh mukhang ok din ang lifestyle sa dubai……yes, love is not enough……

  2. this is so depressing… and it maybe a test in the relationship. hoping all the best.

  3. eon

    if you want to talk, nasa ym lang ako.

  4. It’s so sad and depressing that it has come to this, after all these time. I have been a fan of your relationship for half a year already. I have been following both of your blogs, I thought you two had the making of a love that’s built to last. My heart breaks with you both.

    It’s so surprising that in a span of a weekend (a weekend that I have not read your blogs), you guys have broken up and are already moving on. Wow. I am the one who’s utterly, utterly shocked.

    I was in a long-distance relationship. I was the one who left. I knew all about working really hard for a future life with your partner, that sometimes I feel that I’m the one who’s been sacrificing a lot, that I’m the one who’s who always have to adjust ’bout the time difference when chatting or calling, that sometimes when I have a problem, I don’t want my partner to be involved, etc. etc. So I understand Rodney. I do understand you as well, Martin. Coz I know how much hell it is to be away from your lover.

    Just because Rodney’s posting pictures of his outings and such, doesn’t mean that he’s getting used to not having you around. It’s not that I’m siding with him, but it’s always hell when you’re the one who’s leaving. Coz the one who leaves, not only leaves his lover behind, but also his friends, family, the life that he’s used to etc. Then going to a different country who’s culture is like night and day. From the weather, to food, to clothing, to people’s behaviour etc.

    I dunno, I guess I just expected that Rodney could’ve have had more emotional support.

    I dunno, I guess I’m taking this break-up harder than both of you. Go figure. Good luck to you both.

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